fear
when you do something not because you want to do it/like doing it/have to do it but only because you're too scared of the absolutely ridiculous consequences of not having done it...
it loses all meaning
absolutely senseless it might seem.. but i had to get it out
also.. my hand is acting weird coz my back is acting weird.. as a consequence i cant type or write much...
also... i tend to make less sense with each passing minute when i'm up an entire night
:)
farewell!
the last few are leaving today...
the campus seems empty... when you are only 230-odd (pun intended!) people on a 200 acre campus, the sudden disappearance of half the population makes quite a difference....
every alternate door has a padlock on it... walking through the corridors, you can see spirals and textbooks lying outside every room, relics of the 'MBA'... standing in the 'D' looking around the hostels, it seems like a pattern - lights out in every alternate room... spamming on the newsgroups is down to a record low....
it's been an emotional week for most people on campus... beginning with the farewell (first edition! :D), the record breaking final placements, the final edition of the farewell and the last party with people getting drunk and emotional all over the place... yearbooks, packing, farewell dinners, final good-bye's.....
and then again it's surprising how quickly we've stepped into our new role...
work on IRIS 2006 and UtsAha! '07 are well under way, electives are being finalized, the exchange program students will be finalized in a week, the interest clubs are planning out their activities for the coming year, summer project details have begun to flow in, hostels and flats are being booked, trips are being planned...
signing off with lyrics of 'circle of life' from the lion king (gosh! ive changed!!)
From the day we arrive on the planetAnd blinking, step into the sunThere's more to see than can ever be seenMore to do than can ever be doneThere's far too much to take in hereMore to find than can ever be foundBut the sun rolling highThrough the sapphire skyKeeps great and small on the endless round
It's the Circle of LifeAnd it moves us allThrough despair and hopeThrough faith and loveTill we find our placeOn the path unwindingIn the CircleThe Circle of Life
