insomnia attack!!!!
its 4:14 am and im blogging.... just another demonstration of a pre exam insomnia attack... not that im studying all that much.... just lazing around all day and then staying up all night (doing nothing) hoping that it compensates for my wasted day... its this whole cycle.... now once i do sleep i wont get up till late morning and automatically i lose out on an entire chunk of the day... and i will feel stupid about that and so sit up again all night....!! think im really losing it (whatever little i had of it!! ;o)but seriously, why do i take on so much pressure.. always.... agreed i work best under pressure.... but then i havent quite given myself a chance under relaxed circumstances.... so i cant even say that really.... hmmmm... thats something i never thought of... though i dont think i can suddenly get all relaxed in the next 3 days... but i guess i must try... (have been saying this to atleast 5 people daily...).. guess i dont really have that much faith and confidence
oh guess what happened... stupid me.. i had this practice test i had solved before and forgotten about it and i sat with it again today... and all through the paper i kept thinking these IMS people are such nuts they even repeat the comprehension passages!! but on the bright side... i did well...
anyway gotta atleast pretend to sleep... dads alarm just went off and if he sees me up so late........ basically his idea of an all nighter is sleeping at 2 am max...
posted by deepti @ 6:07 pm
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