random thoughts...

busy days

feel like ive travelled back in time to my class 12 days.. leaving home early, coming back late... travelling by train late at night... and that i must tell you is a wonderful experience... whatever people may say about the mumbai suburban trains... nothing beats travelling in a local at around 930-10pm. its dark, theres always this cool breeze, no crowds and its not yet unsafe... its really amazing. strangely enough youre not even tired once you get home coz its so refreshing...(all this is from the persective of a ladies first class compartment... i dont think it holds true for the men who have to hold on to a precious square inch of standing place however late in the night it may be ;o)
but i must say this feels good. i feel more productive if im outside home for long. feel like my whole day has been made use of (although its not really the case most often)... basically i think i love being busy... in fact i think its good for me. im less stressed out (i know it sounds crazy but really... a good amount of work reduces my stress.. guess its coz i spend less time thinking and worrying!!)
guess things are gonna be this way for some time now. though i really dont know how im gonna keep up (i only said less stressed out.. not completely stress free ;o)!!) the guy at ims told me i have no option but to study all my msc matter if i wanna stand a good chance. im sure nobody understands the sorry situation im in... its a vicious circle... i started preparing for cat coz i dint wanna do msc and now if i wanna get thru it i have to do my msc and that too i have to do it well! :o(
xat is on the 9th! ive gotten so enthu about xlri of late... after cat the thought of xlri kept me going.. so much so that now i think i only want xl!! hope i do well and get thru, esp in maths. though i can take hope from my dad. hes terrible at math and still managed final admission into xlri twice!!... anyway wish me luck...

posted by deepti @ 11:44 pm