hair raising
really scary come to think of it... i dont know where im headed.. dont really even know whats happening... think i just have to go where life takes me.'whatever happened to predictability....'
and things are getting real scary.... we had our seniors presenting their project today... kinda like the last thing they do before they leave and we 'take their place'.... dont feel like i even deserve to be in the class when i havent learnt one new thing this yr... seriously never felt so crappy ever as i have this entire year.... academics have always been like a priority whether i did well or not but this yr its been a serious joke. ive spent half a fortune photocopying notes but havent done anything beyond that. in fact felt like i hit rock bottom in class yesterday, we had our dept head giving this lec and i had this horrible... overwhelming feeling.... it just got too much...
and almost everyday i wonder why this is happening to me. i mean... its me.... i always got what i wanted if i worked hard enough... and then i had a pretty decent record to fall back on whatever happened.... and then came this yr...
i still believe things happen for the best. i still believe its all meant to be in the scheme of things... but.... why me... :o(
just realized what i must be sounding like... past few posts have all been so... black..... guess will write again only when i can think of something more cheerful!
posted by deepti @ 12:00 am
4 Comments:
Ups and downs are part of life..what u lose at one moment,you cover it up in some form at next stage...I think you should watch movies like Black & page 3..u wil get inspired..can see my blog for review.cheers:-)
thanks AJ, sure saurabh!
Actually, every B Tech student goes thru the same phase atleast once during his 4 yrs. so, cheer up..:)
hmm...cheer up and let it be wake up call to do well next year...No use brooding ab past...let it be guiding force...
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