losing my direction...
... if i ever had any that is........im supposed to be getting answers here, not more questions...
im supposed to figure out what i want in life
im supposed to figure out who i really am
im supposed to know so much more!!!......
all ive managed to do is get more confused.. more disoriented... and completely irritated (at myself)
to add to it are movies like office story (or something like that) that i saw today..... freaked me out thoroughly.. felt so claustrophobic seeing the movie, i dont know how id ever survive that kind of life.. one tiny cubicle... an irritating boss... monotonous job.... and NO PASSION!!!!!
i can already see myself heading that way..
back home i used to read like crazy.... today, ive completely lost interest.... used to doodle a bit, do some artsy stuff occasionally... no more... hvnt solved a crossword in ages... even sudoku i dont feel like doing anymore... where in the world have i lost myself!!
posted by deepti @ 4:41 am
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Hota hain re.But you will just go off to sleep and get up the next morning and look at the clock and yell "shucks !!! im late fr the class !!" and run off without remembering how upset you were last night.difficult to change things.but i guess its good if u r atleast aware of what u want.
sufferin from insomnia too... :(
hello stumbled upon yr blog.. .generally running through ppl's refrences...
yr posts r quite fun!
don't think about these things so much.. and don't take all of it to heart.. a good break is all the mind needs sometimes to get life and priorties back on track...
ofcourse our esteemed nm has a much better work-life balance. or maybe much more emphasis on life.. or maybe we leave the work for when we actually join the corporate world..
good break is what ive been on for what seems like ages now! :(
hmm... maybe then.. this break is healthy for you.. and u don't need to get away from the slumber...
yr already at indoor... u shldn't give a rat's ass abt the rat-race probably...
rat race???
what rat race??
:)
hamko ma'aloom hai jannat ki haqeeqat lekin
dil ke KHush rakhne ko, 'GHalib' yeh KHayaal achcha hai
ignorance... is....._____
The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win you're still a rat - Lily Tomlin
n abt yr insomnia problem that was bothering you... i read this very recently.. and this might gladen you on a sleepless night
"early to bed, early to rise
your wife goes out, with other guys!"
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